February 2010
“the boy bleeds contradiction”
– michaela leung
January 2010
leave me alone
what part of leave me alone do people not understand? when i say leave me alone, it doesn’t mean text back with a rude hurtful ignorant comeback. the phrase simply means, stop bothering me..leave me be.
he bleeds contradiction. it makes me sick. he should get it thru his head that she doesn’t want him, never will, never did. the only person to blame is himself. i don’t care for...
uh huh, uh huh
i find this to be hilarious. last nite i recieved a million apologies via text..from the same person. did i forgive? no. have i forgotten? no. this is why.
during lunch i was arguing with a fellow classmate. he called one of my friends a “suck up”.
my classmates buddy, and my “friend” (who i was previously irritated with) say down and immedietely defended my...
..hmph
again. school was fine. people thought i was being quiet. i wasn’t being quiet. i was being productive. i’m doing my work because i actually want to…learn! gah.
i’m just tire of my school. quite honestly. just point blank sick of it. the disrespect lurking thru the halls and the administration fail to do anything, i guess when you have unqualified people leading a...
gah!
school day was good.
usual nonsense.
but things are bothering me. the main thing annoying me rite now is..disrespect.
one of my favorite teachers was extrememly disrespected last week. she is one of the most hardworking people i’ve ever met. she puts in extra hours, tries her best to plan activities, and improve the school. but yet she received extreme disrespect.
the student was very...
pray for...
one of my friend’s brother had a seizure. pray for his recovery…
one of my friend’s mother has cancer. pray for her treatment, and pray for God to walk with her
pray for Haiti
pray for God to expand your oppurtunities to witness to others
prayer helps. pray for yourself. pray for all your problems to be resolved. God puts us thru trials to strengthen our faith. it’s...
“The door was always open
But still not nearly enough to let me in
and my eyes...”
– Remember When by There for tomorrow
FAIL
i think its an epic fail getting random friend request from people i have no mutual friends with.
im talking about 30 year old random dudes friend requesting me….ha deny!
so i just got a friend request from this guy… yung boo. fail already. i go to his page…read his about me section.. he spells the..da…he’s “persuen” a rap career…he goes by the...
tehe
haha, today was fun! i was very productive. i did all my class work, and was prepared for class. *thumbs up*
chapel was boaring. this lady came and talked about Hatti. *snooze fest* a friend of mine was very upset today…i still don;t kniw hwy. he snapped out of it tho.
math class was good. i totally understood it. XD i feel smart.
band lesson was good. i’m improving a lot....
“there’s nothing surgery can do when i break your lil heart in two.”
– break your lil heart by all time low
wrote this a while back
i want to grow wings and fly away, because i don’t belong
everything i thought was right, was actually wrong
i struggle to find my place
i look in the mirror at an unfamiliar face
a smile i don’t recognize
you can’t see my tears because theyr’e hidden behind my eyes
i can be in a crowd, but still feel all alone
i try to stay focus but my mind roams
it’s just...
hmm :)
today was nice.
texted a lot. well, it kinda got annoying getting numerous texts at once. had to deal with the stupid drama. soo over it.
ha, i actually made peace with one of my rivals. props for me :). umm…i missed church. bummer.
uhmmm… let’s see what else..
ooh! the hot guy talked to me on myspace some more. :) and he even texted me.
i talked to my friend martin on...
“she sounds whinny, no offense”
– adrianna troche
“..and i would not dare, disagree with the life youv’e arranged…just...”
– over the years by nevershoutnever
a good night
i was a little discouraged when dad told me i couldn’t go ice skating. bummer. major bummer.
but an invite to the movies brightened up my day. some girls from church (candler, grace, and chrissy) invited me to the movies. i decieded to go. my mom actually dropped me off. this is the first time i’ve been dropped off at the movies. :)
and i got to see an awesome movie. To Save A...
“Go confidently in the direction of your dreams and live the life you imagined”
Man I wish I had some pics of us Michaela ! But...
allupinyohface:
But yeah anyways I’m here to talk about my awesome beyond amazing beautiful in every single way best friend Michaela Leung. She’s my longest best friend. Even though we live in different states we still confide in one another about our days and share big laughs. Texting is pretty handy nowadays. LOL. She’s been there for me for many years just as I have. We shared alot of...
michaela leung and adrianna troche
ha wow, we’ve known each other since the freaking first grade. it’s amazing. we’ve shared so many good times. i feel like she is my only true friend. despite the distance, we’ve maintained our awesome friendship.
here are some of the memories i have:
-adrianna falling flat in her face while ice skating (5th grade)
-participating in the science fair with adrianna (4th...
somewhere else..
i can’t escape the feeling of wanting to be somewhere else. i want to go to a different school. somewhere where no one knows me. a place where i can start fresh. i can’t help but feel bored. my life has become so mediocre. i want a change.
you have no idea how badly i yearn to go to a different school. i want to escape the gossip and drama that seems to be the foundation of my...
cheater
i must confess
have i been unfaithful? the answer is yes.
i haven’t stayed true.
but, i never meant to hurt you.
i wasn’t thinking straight.
i can’t fix it now.
it’s too late
i can feel your anger and pain through the words you typed back.
i can’t believe i admitted that.
all i can do is apologize.
everything else was the truth. despite my lie.
i've realized
recently i joined the school band. i’m trying to revive my clarinet skills. i have’nt played in years. so, i’m basiclly relearing the notes, reading music, and playing all together. when i don’t know a note i get very upset and stop playing.
i could be in the middle of the song, and i’ll just put the clarinet down if i mess up or don’t know anything. i did...